On Eagle's Wings

Saturday, May 19, 2007

5:52 PM

The Joy of Loving Someone without being loved In the same way as You would Expect.

It has been a while since I log on to this blog to type a single word about. Some explanations on why I havent been blogging faithfully:
1) Most of the time I just log on to blogger without knowing what to type.
2) Lack any inspiration to write
3) too Busy
4)very Busy
5) too tired to type a single word.

Ok, so here is my first entry after many weeks. Just feeling random.

How many times have we claim that we love someone- someone of the opposite gender? Many times, especially for us, who is growing up, we will try to 'win' the hearts of someone we love, by being especially nice to him/her, giving him/her sweet stuffs hoping to impress him/her. Those lucky ones will manage to 'win' the hearts of the person they love. Relationship becomes a race, where a girl or guy is the trophy. Things will be a bliss for you if everything goes your way. What if we lost the race? Bitterness, sadness, upset, disappointment, pessimisticism set in.

Unfortuantely for me, blame it on luck, fate, looks and what have you, I am a loser in every race I try to win. Due to the many races I lost, I began to adopt this 'noble' notion in me, To love someone doesnt mean you have to own someone.

I must admit I do have special feelings for this person for quite a while. It's indeed very challenging to mantain this friendship and to stay as good friends, and to accept that she isnt responding the way you hope to be. :)

Anyway, Feast Day is up next. Dont have much time to think about this. :D

You who dwell in the shelter of the Lord
who abide in his shadow for life
Say to the Lord, "My refuge,
my rock in whom I trust!"

And He will raise you up
On Eagle's wings
bear you on the breath of dawn,
make you to shine like the sun
and hold you in the palm of his hand

The snare of the fowler will never capture you
and famine will bring you no fear
Under his wings your refuge,
His faithfulness your shield

And He will raise you up
On Eagle's wings
bear you on the breath of dawn,
make you to shine like the sun
and hold you in the palm of his hand

You need not fear the terror of the night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,
though thousands fall about you,
Near you it shall not come.
And He will raise you up
On Eagle's wings
bear you on the breath of dawn,
make you to shine like the sun
and hold you in the palm of his hand

For to his angels he's given a command
to guard you in all of your ways;
up on their hands they will bear you up,
lest you dash your foot against a stone
And He will raise you up
On Eagle's wings
bear you on the breath of dawn,
make you to shine like the sun
and hold you in the palm of his hand